Wednesday, November 18, 2009

suddenly it's almost december

The past month has absolutely flown. I'm teaching kids about American Thanksgiving, practicing songs for our Christmas program, and quickly becoming consumed in countless little things that have to be finished before Christmas.

Next week is a 3 day week thanks to Thanksgiving, and school has given us the following Monday off, as well. Things will likely get a bit sketchy as Honduras' elections are next Sunday. It's hard to tell what to expect for elections, and no one knows how bad things will get. Based on what we've already seen when Mel returned, it seems clear that this won't be a peaceful process. The Embassy and our school has said that anyone staying in Tegucigalpa should have an overnight bag ready in case of the need for evacuation. I probably shouldn't be writing this... sorry mom. :)

My roommates and I have decided to probably go to Guatemala for the break. We have 5 days, and we're goign to go to Antigua, and maybe explore a bit more around that area. It involves a huuuge bus ride, so that's a bummer. But from what we hear, it's worth it. We're slightly concerned about getting back into the country, as Sunday is election day and there could be border closings or difficulties getting back in or around Honduras. But our first day back in school after break is December 1. Awesome. :)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

a win and a fail.

win:

today i rented an overhead projector for the first time from the library. these can be rented for the entire year... it was mere laziness that kept me from getting one sooner. my kids' jaws dropped when i started explaining it and using it. i definitely held their attention all of math, although i'm not sure if it was me or if it was the pretty shining light. when i finished explaining whatever i was talking about with addition, i asked for questions, and i got "but mees, how does it work?" so i might have to reteach tomorrow. :) it was worth it for their faces.

fail:

this week my kids starting writing in their own agendas. this is something that up until now, my assistant has done for them. i decided they're ready to do that themselves. we have them write in their agendas in spanish, because most of the parents don't read english, and the kids... can't read. so i was in a hurry, writing their assignments in spanish on the board. i abbreviated things that i thought could be abbreviated. for example, in science, rather than writing "hoja de ciencias" for "science paper," i wrote "hoja." i was pretty sure this was fine; i'd heard it happen that way before. today i was super confused when i had quite a few kids bring in leaves from trees.

well, "hoja" also means leaf. i guess i'll have to be more clear. :)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

can't wait til monday?

today has been one of the most comically terrible saturdays of my life. i am sharing not to complain, but rather to try to show how ridiculous it actually was.

first, today was saturday school. enough said. but things compounded to make it actually worse than a normal school day. or maybe it was just that every time i thought about how the rest of the school-attending world was in bed, i teared up a little.

after school, two friends and i went to the mall to watch a movie and eat sushi. as it was finally the start of the weekend, we were thrilled to go out and make the most of our few hours of saturday. we took a taxi to the farthest-away mall, which is also the nicest. on the way, our taxi got into a crash. the driver was going way too fast and slammed into a car that had already crashed with the car in front of him. he was going very fast on impact... we're thinking at least 40 mph. the car that we crashed into had already crashed with the car in front of him. our taxi's air bags went off, the windshield shattered, and our taxi's hood ended up completely under the back of the pickup truck in front of us. we ended up fine for the most part, and we were so blessed that no one hit us from behind as well.

the hardest part for me to think about now is how the taxi driver lost his job with that crash. i mean, there's a chance that he has mechanic friends who can help him out, but generally taxi drivers barely enough to gas their cars. we can get a ride completely across town for US$4. almost all of that $4 would go to gas. but now with his car smoking on the side of the road and the hood crushed under the back of a pickup, things aren't looking up for him.

fortunately, the elementary school assistant principal came by in her car and took us away from the crash. this was amazing because none of us had our phones, and so we weren't able to call anyone. she just happened to be passing by the place where we crashed. she made some calls and decided to bring us to the mall. she was so excited to help, because she was going to the mall anyway. :)

today ended up being fine, all in all. we ended up seeing a movie that i wouldn't rate higher than a 2/10. but it was great to sit in air conditioning and eat popcorn. tomorrow holds all of my hopes for an entire weekend's worth of work and fun. then the next day starts yet another week.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

currently canadian

tonight i went out with a couple of friends, and we ended up at tgi friday's while several important soccer games were being broadcast on tv, including those of 6 different latin american countries. there were people up in the bar area getting very enthusiastic about an ecuador- uruguay game, to the point of singing, yelling, and cursing out people on the other side of the bar who were voting for the other team.

currently, honduras is playing the USA in san pedro sula in northern honduras. about 12 people from our group went to go watch, but i decided to stay back, along with several other people. we had even received an email from the US embassy in tegucigalpa telling americans that they were not permitted to go to san pedro for this game. that's not why i didn't go; i had decided to pass based on my general lack of interest in all things soccer.

when we were at the mall around game time, almost everyone we interacted with wanted to know if we were americans, because this game is such a big deal for honduras. we told everyone who asked that we were from canada. it was so interesting to see the responses of these people as we told them, too. it went from an anxious, curious, competitive stare to complete indifference. we didn't really tell people we were canadians because we felt unsafe, but it's strange to try to put into words the discomfort and unknown that comes from being against almost every single person in the country. seeing the passion that hondurans have for soccer is something that i can't even begin to in relationship to something like a sporting event.

i don't really know what's going on with scores or anything of the sort, but it definitely seems that this game means more to honduras than it does to the US. of course it does; the general population of the US hasn't the faintest idea that we're even playing tonight, whereas almost every honduran is wearing a soccer jersey. the mall was a sea of white and blue and face paint. i've never seen anything like it bring a country together. it seems that for hondruas, this game is much more of a way to unite the country again after its whole political crisis. hondurans are genuinely thrilled to be having this game in hondruas. a few weeks ago, it was highly doubtful that the US would even send its team to play. it seemed sure that the game would be moved to the US. but it wasn't, and as a result, i think that it means a lot to honduras. they need this win much more than we do.

Monday, September 28, 2009

pain

Saturday afternoon at a church downtown that has many, many International School connections, the praise team was practicing for Sunday morning worship. One of the team members ran out to move his car because looters were going through the street ahead of a protest that was marching. A few men in motorcycles drove ahead of the march, and, seeing this man moving his car, pulled out a gun. He ran for cover in the church door, but was hit by a bullet as his family looked on. His family included his 6-year-old daughter who is my class. She saw the whole thing. She saw her dad bleed to death on the church steps.

The death was random; the shooters declared that he was a Micheletti supporter (there was no way they could have known). Later, the same shooters came back to take pictures of him and try to pass it off as the police killing a Mel supporter. This has unfortunately spread through the media as well, thus making this man's already tragic death an even bigger tragedy. Now he has been turned into a martyr for a cause he did not support.

But tomorrow I return to a class of bright-eyed 6-year-olds with the job of explaining that Marcela's dad is with Jesus and won't be coming back. But I don't want them to know about the world they're living in right now.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

impact of the coup

I've been really thinking lately how the poverty here in Honduras must color this coup and this routine of curfew and rioting for so many people. A very large percentage of Honduras is poor; this is something that I've known for a very long time. Yet, what does it mean to be curfewed if you're homeless? How do you make your living if you're a taxi driver, barely making enough money, who has to completely stop working for several days and then risk danger driving? We have vendors who walk or ride motorcycles through our neighborhoods selling tortillas and fruit, and they had completely stopped until about yesterday. Not hearing them shout the names of the items they sell made a strange silence for the past few days. They say that for each day that Honduras is under a daytime curfew, (there were two last week), the economy loses US$50 million. That is an extreme hit to such a poor country, especially now that the US has pulled out almost all of its monetary aid. I read somewhere that Micheletti (the interim president) thinks that this country could survive 6 months on the food that it has, but that just isn't realistic at all; one day during the curfew, the stores were completely emptied out by Honduran shoppers. Each time there is a curfew, all of the borders close, not allowing any importation of food.

We have vigilantes who stand guard in our (and in most middle class) neighborhoods. They, like so many people in Honduras, are underpaid. But recently, I have realized just how dangerous their job is. The top story yesterday in one of the Honduran news websites was that people have been donating food to guards, especially those in the military. I can't imagine that they have been able to get home much over the past few days. But even if they had, I love that the people are showing their gratitude in that way.

The rich are suffering, now, as well, but in very different ways. International School has many families who are very well off, and with money comes danger. Many children get threats on their lives from people wanting their parents' money. There are threats of kidnappings; there were several actual kidnappings at the end of last year, one of which ended in the child's death. Talking with my teacher friends, there are a significant number of students preparing to leave the country, some of them due to threats of kidnapping and violence. I cannot imagine this life, either.

It's hard for everyone in Honduras right now, and I'm realizing how extremely good I have it.

Watch this video.

Please continue to pray for Honduras.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

worse than black friday.

as of this moment, we've been under curfew here in tegucigalpa for roughly 52 hours. most of this time has been passed at the house of some other north american teachers, which proved to be a lesson in humility, because we didn't have so much that we needed. we had some very gracious hosts, though, and now we're finally back in our house!! ever since monday at about 4, we haven't been allowed to leave, by orders of the police.

until today!

this morning we got an email saying that the curfew that was supposed to go through the day today would be lifted from 10-5 so that people could go shopping and get food. our school sent a bus to pick us all up, and we headed to the grocery store to stock up on essentials. i went more for the outing than for actual things, as i have plenty.

it was absolute panic-mode in the city. many of us commented that it felt like the y2k scare. everyone was out on the road; a trip that would have taken about 10 minutes any other day took over an hour. cars were backed up for miles waiting to get into gas stations. when we got to the store, people were stocking up on food like you wouldn't believe. people pushed 2 carts completely overflowing through the aisles. and there were so many people! i don't know that i had ever seen so many people in one store before. the checkout line wrapped entirely around the store, and was moving nowhere. in roughly 1 hour, we had moved 4 feet forward thanks to some type of sketchy merging going on further up. after about 3 hours of waiting in line, myself and three others decided to just give up and go out for lunch across the street. it ended up being a very good move.

throughout tegucigalpa, there was news of looting in supermarkets, of robberies in electronic stores overnight, and more. the news showed grocery stores that had been completely gutted and people fighting over food on the shelves. yet i'm not sure why the panic is so intense. even though the crisis isn't resolved, today showed just how unstable this situation is.

well, we are back in our house, which feels great. about 6:30 tonight we got the word that school tomorrow would be canceled again, but then at 8:30 we got a follow up email saying that administration had changed its mind. awesome. so we're back on. but those two hours had been enough for me to get completely out of any school-type zone i would have been in. tomorrow will only be a half day for students (full for teachers), but hopefully it's enough to again start to get into the groove.

Monday, September 21, 2009

mel's back

Today was the first day back to school since the swine flu vacation of 2009. And what do you know?! School tomorrow is cancelled, as well. Great. If given the choice, I'd love to spread my days off out rather than have sooo many in a row. These little first graders need to do some learning.

Today was a significant day for Honduras. During school, we got word that Mel Zelaya had re-entered the country by sneaking into Tegucigalpa. We weren't sure if this was true; there were rumors that it was a rumor. There were some parents that came to pick up their kids from school reportedly due to concerns over busses having trouble passing through later in the day.

When we got home from school, we heard that Mel was indeed back. The Brazilian embassy let Mel in, and he's been there ever since. His whereabouts for the past few months have been very questionable, and no one has ever really seemed to know where he has been. Graffiti around the city shows support for or against Mel, and getting into any political discussion can be risky, as passionate supporters of both sides are everywhere. Within International School, we have been instructed to never talk politics, as many of our students are children of politicos, and their lives are very much influenced by who is--or isn't--in power.

Anyway, when we got home, we headed to the store in order to avoid being out around dark. After a bit of excitement on the way, we ended up back at a friend's house for the evening, where we are right now. We relocated due in part to a curfew that is in place until 6pm tomorrow. We are not allowed to leave, as if in a lockdown. The streets aren't safe due to Mel being downtown, as the police are all down there rather than throughout the city where they should be. Cars could be ticketed just for driving, and being out on the streets is dangerous. We don't have school tomorrow, and from what I've heard, school in the near future is not completely certain anyway, especially until something happens with Zelaya.

I have found that it is so hard to get an unbiased view of what is going on, as it is with any government. I realize as the elections get nearer, there could be more conflict within a couple of months until the new president is sworn in. Hopefully things do not stay this tense; I would love life to get a bit more normal. :)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

roatan

yesterday we got back from roatan. it was a great trip, and a fabulous way to relax for a few days. the island was gorgeous, and had a definite caribbean island feel, even though it's officially a part of honduras. the official language was english, which made it seem very much like jamaica.

good story. to get to roatan, you must either take a ferry or a plane. we took the ferry. on the way to roatan, we were given dramamine with our tickets. this seemed a bit strange, but nice. it was nice that they were helping us out like htat. turned out to be the worst 2 hours on a boat that i've ever spent. kendra and i sat on the top deck, figuring that it'd be best to get fresh air. it probably was. but it was almost impossible to walk around becuase the boat was moving so much. there were a few times when waves crashed onto the deck (we were on the 2nd level... that's a lot of water). and as we were on the ride, there were crew members handing out barf bags. let's just say many people needed them. it was a ridiculous ride. but worth it! and after such a terrible ride, i was expecting something similar yesterday morning at 7. but it was muuuuuch better, and i wished i hadn't even taken the dramamine.

roatan was very very hot and extremely humid. being back in tegucigalpa, i'm already very relieved at the much cooler weather, even though it's roughly 80 here. we snorkeled, relaxed on the beach, and just had a good time being on vacation. now that i'm back in tegucigalpa, it's time to get some work done for school, which starts back up on monday. until then, i'll just keep enjoying my very long weekend.

i have some pictures published here:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2082326&id=15300570&l=924ac1f79e

Friday, September 11, 2009

Vacation

With my 11-day weekend underway, I'm finding that I enjoy the relaxation. No surprises there. :) Tomorrow we're off to Roatan with the group, and then a few of us are going to Utila before heading back to Tegucigalpa. Roatan and Utila are 2 of Honduras' Bay Islands in the Caribbean, surrounded by the 2nd largest coral reef in the world. Should be pretty nice.

Here are some pictures that I published to Facebook. Expect more from the little Caribbean paradise I'm about to visit. I should be back from vacation Thursday or Friday. Happy Honduran Independence weekend!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=32761619&l=a72ac8bef1&id=15300570

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Swine flu!

It happened! 11 days without school! We do have to make them up, but due to the long weekend already in the works, we're only missing 4 days of school-school that we'll have to make up. I'm excited about this, but I"m also a little worried about having to start over with all of what I have established. I think there'll be a lot of progress lost. But on the bright side, we're only missing a week and a half of time, so it could be worse. And I'm very excited about the opportunity to read up on things I could be doing differently, change some things, and then go back all caught up and ready to go. And to travel.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

gripe porcina.

So there's this thing here that's apparently all the rage. It's sweeping the school, even keeping kids from coming to school. Unfortunately, this thing is the swine flu. I've been to some meetings about it, gotten a large bottle of hand sanitizer, and instructed to send any kid with flu like symptoms to the doctor immediately... which is unfortunately quite a few. Yesterday 9 of my kids were missing, and over half of the 9th grade class has been out of school. With swine flu comes a mandatory 7 days of school missed. If a school has a reported case, the school has to be closed for 10 days. Word on the street is that there are cases at IST, but since these families are from upper classes, they are taking their kids to private clinics rather than public hospitals. They say that private clinics don't have to report cases to the Ministry of Health, but I'm not sure that that's a fact.

The other Christian bilingual school in Tegus has closed for the 2 weeks, and we all kind of know that there is swine flu at IST. There was a meeting today for the high school saying that the Health Department is coming to the school tonight to assess, but there's a good chance that tomorrow will be the last day of school. Now, we're not sure if this applies to elementary or if it's just high school, but we think that there's a few cases here in elementary, too.

I'll let you know what happens! If you feel comfortable, say a little prayer for swine flu... although I think that losing 2 weeks of school would make me have to start over completely with these little 6 year olds. In fact, I'm sure it would. Aaaaand, this is Honduras... :)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

my kiddos




i've taken better photos in my life, but this'll give you a start on some of my little kiddos. :) these are from the first day of school, and they were all confused and only speaking in spanish and not having any of my english... i'm not sure they knew what was going on. they don't look this confused all of the time. i'm going to take my camera back to school this week and get better pictures with all 22 of them, and also of my classroom.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

not even kind of in the swing of things yet...

so it´s the 4th day of school, and things are going slowly. not necessarily in a bad way, just in a literal way. i have made sooo many attempts at lining kids up, having them try again, and then repeatedly telling at them to do what i ask them to, while all the time wondering if they even understand me in the first place. it´s so hard to know where to start, and not only because they are recent kindergarten graduates and not used to real school. from what i can gather, they understand english actually fairly well. most of them, that is. and then there are a few who give me blank stares on a regular basis, and i just don´t know what they know. i wish they didn`t know that i knew spanish, becuase that would force them to use what little english they had. because the problem is that they cannot speak in english. they´ll generally ask me something in spanish (which is actually helpful as i know what they´re looking for) but then i demand 'english please!' with a smile. then they either walk away (i pull them back, don`t worry) or say something like 'water?' which i suppose is a start. it`s so interesting, though, and i`m learning a ton of new things. should i decide to continue teaching 1st grade next year, i´m relatively certain that it´ll be far easier the 2nd time around. i´m having fun with the kids... they`re absolutely adorable.

i´ll post pictures (and update more!) when my harddrive gets here from the states. i haven`t had such good luck with technology so far! this`ll change, i`m hoping, and then i can be more consistent and more organized. :) i`d better go plan... my kids are almost done with spanish class!

Friday, August 21, 2009

first day of first grade!

today was the first day of first grade! it was fun at first... then just long. time might have even stood still; i'm not sure. but my first graders are adorable. some of them are 5 (wayyyyyyy too young) but most are about the right age. and their english is actually pretty good. i was talking with the other first grade teachers, and they were saying that they were absolutely shocked at the kids' awful spanish. but i suggested that it probably had a lot to do with expectations. i wasn't expecting much at all. i all but assumed i'd be talking at a brick wall all day. but i think they actually understood what i was saying... most of the time. they're really cute.

speaking of cute, i was able to see a considerable amount of fun and confusion surrounding 'diepenhorst.' good times for hondurans. we played a name game today in which i asked students to say their own names and the names of others. i think that almost all could say something resembling 'diepenhorst.' they're too cute. i'll post pictures soon. which brings me to my next point.

my computer crashed. my second day here in teguc, it kicked the bucket. a man who works at international school is thankfully apple certified and he has been super helpful with trying to figure out the problem. he found that the harddrive is toasted. sooooo that's not good. and today he told me that i lost absolutely all of my files. i'm trying not to think about what that means; i can't get it back anyway. people have been very nice lending me their computers, but i need mine up and running stat.

on another note, i went on a tour through the city with a couple of guys from school and a honduran. we rode in the back of his pickup truck right as there was somewhat of a riot unfolding downtown. it wasn't scary at all, just interesting. there were many cars and trucks that were pro-mel weaving through the traffic, horns honking all the way. they were so loud and passionate and so intent on closing down the city. yet they weren't malicious in any way and were very respectful of the other drivers and people around. strange sight. it was the first and only evidence of a coup that i've seen so far.

don't really have anything life-shattering planned for this weekend; just a lot of lesson planning! it was nice to have students today (only pre-k, 1st grade, and 6th grade did) so that i'll have an idea of what i'm planning before i start with an entire week's plans.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

in honduras!

I made it to Honduras! It's been great so far! We got here yesterday afternoon and found a house far nicer than I thought. I have 3 roommates who are all fabulous. La Chinita is a 4-bedroom house, each with its own bathroom connected. There's an outside courtyard, big living room, walk-in pantry, and large dining room. We inherited all sorts of things from old teachers that made shopping very easy. I feel very fortunate to live here, as it feels rather homey already.

The big news of the day came on our way to church this morning. Amid more introductions (there are about 30 teachers, and I think I'm finally almost done meeting them all), someone said, "oh YOU'RE the new 1st grade teacher!" followed by "has anyone told you that you start school earlier than the rest of the school?" No, they hadn't. So now I'm psyching up for the first day of school in 4 days, while most other teachers are getting ready for a relaxing weekend. (Kidding. Most have their open houses on Saturday.) This way, I'll have the whole weekend to think about what happened and how I can get ready for a busy first full week.

Tomorrow we're headed back to the school. I haven't seen my classroom or been in the elementary school yet, so I'm hoping there'll be time to get my classroom ready very early this week so that I"m ready for the open house on Thursday and my first day Friday!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

ready for takeoff?

Alright, I'm going to try this again. An attempt to start a blog earlier this month was foiled by my creation of a password that was impossible to remember. So for those of you who may have found my first blog, I will be using this blog instead.

So, with Honduras about 10 days away, I have very mixed emotions. I think that I decided today, though, that the strongest of these emotions is excitement. I'm excited to go, start teaching, meet my first graders, get to know other teachers, talk in Spanish, eat rice and beans, and live in a place where there is never any snow.

As of now, I haven't packed a thing, unless you count a couple of boxes that I shipped out about a month ago. But there are many things still on the dining room table that will be used in my classroom, and I haven't spent any considerable amount of time thinking about clothes that I'll wear. I also have a lengthy reading list that I'd love to make it through. Basically, there's a lot that has to happen in the next 10 days, including goodbyes to friends and family. It'll get done. I'm not worried about it. :)